Thursday, June 9, 2011

The Angel...



The moment on the Saturday I trucked my way to West Edmonton Mall to meet the guy I’ve only talked for a couple of days to on the phone. I knew something was right, it felt right. I never knew I would be moving on to someone new because I have yet, and still haven’t gotten over the last relationship.

Have you ever felt that there was a string attached to your heart and it was pulling you in the right direction? I was scared to no extent but it just felt worth it. I knew I wasn’t ready for anything, but it just happened, the world spun around me pushing me there closer and closer, I wasn’t even overly nervous to meet him, it felt like I knew him forever.

We decided to meet in Chapters. Why, well we both are really spiritual people and the new age section of the store was quite fitting if you ask me. when I got off the bus and pretty much ran to Chapters, instead of well being West Edmonton Mall and getting stuck behind ever slow person in the world. I got there, I turned the corner into the section only to see the guy that stole my heart holding a book reading to turn and smile at me. I knew right away to hug him. It felt perfect and normal and well natural to do. We did the normal looking around the mall, talking but always looking at each other like we had been dating forever but only just met those few hours ago.

I don’t think I need to explain what happened for the rest, as I am writing this today is our 3rd month anniversary. He so understands that I still have a lot to work on with myself. To find out who I am again and take away from what the past has done to me. I guess only time will tell what goes on… I hope it’s for the best… I don’t need anymore demons to fight… I think I have enough.

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